Me, Myself and I.

All i want for Christmas is..

All i want for christmas is for you to be happy.

itskatherinemae:

You can’t just wake up one morning & ask someone if they trust you expecting a straight up yes or no answer. No matter how long its been; few weeks, months, maybe even after years. It builds silently. Unnoticed. You just know when someone trusts you, you feel it. You feel them setting the weight of their world on yours without hesitation bc they trust that you’ll be there w/ a helping hand to keep it revolving.

(via lavender-sweetestpain)

Love sucks, so does life.

Love is just a word, we give meaning to it. Well, i don’t believe in it anymore. Love sucks, so does life.

Au Revoir.

Its been so long since i last took a long walk under the rain. The tiny droplets hitting you on ur head, the droplets falling off the tip of ur hair to the floor. Everything seems so calm, everything seems so surreal. I never knew it would hurt this much. I never expected this, i never wanted this, but it seemed the only way left. After all i did, after the times i stood by you through the years, do i not deserve this? You might not know how much it hurts me, to make the decision. but i make it for you, for you to not suffer, for you to not go through the pain. You know how painful my life would be without you. I’ve lived in that pain for the past 4 years. Now, for you, i would live in pain for many more years. Understand, that i don’t blame you. I know its the only choice we have, i just wished it turned out differently. Be happy, so that my pain would be worthwhile.